I just knew that I wanted this box as soon as I saw it on the website. I didn't know how much I needed it until I opened it up and saw the beautiful items and read some of the writings. I have been dealing with health issues since 2006. I had to leave my job the first of 2007 because I was so sick and in unbearable pain. Being sick is bad enough but to leave a job that you love, that included "my work family" that over the years I had come to love just like family was heartbreaking. I found myself alone (my husband works long hours) in pain, sick and going to this doctor and that doctor. Test after test. Needless to say the depression was at times unbearable. I even thought about not waking up most days. Yes I had lost my faith. I had it all planned and then one night I had a dream. I dreamed of all my family and friends whom have passed and when I woke up I was so sad. Sad that they were gone. Then I realized that GOD had given me that dream. I knew that I never in my life would I want to make anyone that sad or hurt. It was then my faith came back. I watch certain Christian shows , pray and read. I feel the need to learn and get my relationship closer than ever with Our Heavenly Father now more than ever in my life. My health has gotten worse. I am NOT afraid. I am leaving everything in GODS Hands. I just knew that The Butterfly Box would help me. Be a tool to guide me on my journey to understanding and getting the knowledge that I know I need. I was lucky to also get The Christmas Box . Beginning this new year I am going to sign up to get a monthly box. I am excited and so happy that this wonderful Butterfly Box will be with me each and every month. I just found out about it right before Christmas and it has already changed my life. Thank You from the bottom of my heart for this gift knowledge, faith and love. It means more than you will ever know. In Christ, Glenda Jennings